the truth is totally amazing but you can never reach it

Question: Hypothetically, if I'd signed up for reel_merlin ...

Y Tu Mama Tambien. Arthur/Merlin?

...or genderswapped with Gwen in Julio's role and Morgana in Tenoch's?

Just hypothetically.



Better question: Why am I even pretending to be undecided on which one I'm going to attempt?

Even better question: How hard will I kick myself if I don't finish this one in time? The idea is making my heart beat fast. It is begging me to write it. I LOVE THAT MOVIE.

i believe in me. so you believe in you. help me sing it

So this is surreal. You literally grow up hearing about some people, watching them, listening to them, so it's hard to imagine them not being here.

+ Farrah Fawcett is dead today of cancer at 62, as if that wasn't bad enough. May she rest in peace.

+ Now Michael Jackson has died of cardiac arrest at age 50.

It was strange. I didn't cry until I called my mom.

I hope he's at peace.

I am hoping this doesn't need to be said, but while LJ's been down I've been relying on Twitter, and just... I really feel like this is one of those times you shouldn't say anything if you haven't got anything nice to say. You know? He's dead. J Smooth said it best on his Twitter: "After a lifetime of having us eat up his pain and struggles like it was candy, can we please let him be treated with dignity just once now."