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+ FIRSTLY, zahrawithaz, expect an email tonight! I honestly don't know how you are even still talking to me at this point. :P Things got a bit nuts and I let some fannish things slide, but I'm on it tonight.

+ I'm exhausted today. I've been sleeping really strangely, and not very much at all, and I'm not sure why.

+ Merlin spoilers are tripping me out and making my brain hurt. And making me bounce up and down a little, ngl.

+ How come half of my f-list is talking about RP lately? YOU GUYS ARE MAKING ME MISS IT. I think enough time's passed that I'm starting forget why I stopped. Which is not good, I had good reasons! I'm not too tempted as a) I don't really have much time for it b) it tends to drain my fic muse even more than usual and c) the characters I want to play are always taken anyway. But still, I've barely even thought about RPing for like a year and now my fingers are slightly itchy.

+ Two weeks and some change left to finish camelotremix. Should be plenty of time, right? Right?

+ I'm so proud and pleased about onceandfutures! It's gone better than I ever expected. We haven't had too many issues, touch wood, and it makes me really happy to see everyone active and flailing and speculating and squeeing.

+ I... was not crazy about last night's Mad Men. I don't think that's ever happened before!

+ Massive hugs to all of you, I've been reading and I know some of you have been having a rough time recently, and yeah. *hugs*

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Been catching up on my reading, and glass_icarus has a really gorgeous and timely essay that was spurred by this post, in which writer Elizabeth Moon makes a hateful and ignorant argument about the civil responsibility of marginalized groups, specifically targeting Muslim Americans and immigrants who are going through hell right now. And who (whatthefuck) should never be called on their patriotism for speaking out against the system of freeflowing hatred that's permeating the discourse lately in this country, that is for real affecting policy and quality of life.

On The Politics of Possession

If I can just quote part of it:

You say that "the business of a citizen is the welfare of the nation," and in broad strokes (and insofar as my community is considered part of the nation) I agree that this is so. However, I also believe that the business of a nation is the welfare of its citizens, and that the latter takes precedence over the former. If I love my country, if I want to serve my country, and it does nothing to recognize me; if politicians and legislators and members of the judiciary continue to ignore and overlook the needs of my people, should I still grant the welfare of the nebulous "nation" sovereignty over my life? Should I expend all my efforts in support of the comfortable majority even as my minority community and those of my friends and family members continue to struggle against the injustices of their daily lived experiences? Is this a sustainable, an equitable relationship? I say no, it is not. I say that a patriotism that only demands and never asks, only takes and never offers, is at least as terrible a thing as a love-relationship that does the same. I say that you should look at what national institutions have previously done to us, at what the state is trying to do today, before you dare to judge us for prioritizing the welfare of our own communities. Will you tell me now that awareness of these- yes, American- histories "unfits" me for citizenship?

PREACH. Civil responsibility is a two-way street, patriotism does not mean settling for scraps or taking abuse, and there's nothing more patriotic than holding a nation and a system to its supposed ideals. I mean, seriously.